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Friday, 20 November 2009

  • In earlier days they'd persecute people. They'd carry them off and hobble their legs for lesser offenses than how I have harmed you... and still you allow me to walk free of pain. Now I punish myself, i will never settle the debts i've incurred for scorning the face of absolute beauty and measureless grace. And though I once mocked you, i'm dying to pay for it now.

Tuesday, 22 September 2009

Monday, 13 July 2009

  • Obligatory post

    As some of you may already know, I was diagnosed with ADHD (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder) at t he age of 9, and this thing has just been a bundle of joy (/sarcasm).  While I am thankful that I do have it sometimes because it makes me who I am, it causes me great aggravation and can sometimes even hinder day to day living.

     As the name might hint, it causes a lack of attention and makes me hyper, as well as some other minor things like forgetfulness and mild lack of impulse control. So yeah, I forget my keys and where I put things sometimes, I hop around like a maniac (when alone - thanks to therapy earlier in life), I bite my nails, and I get distracted easily.

    I remember when I first was told about it. I was in the fourth grade, and couldn't understand what was happening to me. I was put on medication and therapy, which helped in the long run. Even then, I couldn't help but to be embarrased when I was made fun of or when I saw that other kids could concentrate and do basic tasks without having to take medicine. That isn't a problem now, though.

    Everyone swears they have ADD when they get distracted easily, but they really don't know what it feels like to have it, to be distracted constantly, even from things you actually like.

Tuesday, 19 May 2009

  • My dearest wife

    I'm usually not one to follow, but I just couldn't help myself.

    Dear Future Wife,

    You have been the object of my thoughts for quite a while, even if it has been intermittently. I know of your existence, and often wonder if I already know you, if you live near or far, and if you have ever thought about me as I think of you. I also know that you have suffered in the name of love (as I have), and might even be suffering now, but be at ease, my love; it shall soon come to pass, for there can not be an up without a down.

    While many women have caught my eye, you are the one that has caught my heart, and for several spectacular reasons. You are down to earth, realistic, and mature, but can also be very imaginative and playful. You respect and accept me and my odd taste in things (you might even take part in them, who knows). You are a proud, yet a humble and accepting woman. You are intelligent, and give me/have given me new things to learn and grow from. The very best reason of all of these is that you know and love me. You really, truly, and honestly love me.

    I don't expect you to be perfect in all of these, because there is no such thing as perfection, and because I'm not perfect either. I'm overly hyper, outspoken when not needed sometimes, and even downright annoying. I might even be a jerk sometimes. I know you might also think yourself to be moody, overly sensitive, odd-looking, among other things, but I will love you despite these flaws, whether real or not.

    You are the protector of my hopes. You hold intact my dreams for a better future. For you and because of you, I have become a better person and am bettering myself for when we are together. Because of this, I will protect you, encourage you, nurture our love into something we've never experienced before. Most of all, I will love you. I will love you like I never have, and will constantly strive to be only the very best for you, for us. With every kiss, there will passion, and with every embrace, there will be love greater than the last. Tu tienes mi corazon, y mi todo.

    I hope our day comes soon. Until then, with great love,

    Zoilo

Friday, 15 May 2009

  • Talent

    A couple of days ago, I woke up like any other morning. I was doing the daily morning ritual (brushing my teeth, getting dressed, eating breakfast). One thing that I ALWAYS do at all times is sing. In the morning, evening, at all times I possibly want and could, I do. This particular morning, however, I wanted to sing, but found that my singing voice was really weak for some reason. I started panicking after a few times clearing my throat and even using my throat spray. I had a final to take that day, though, so I got distracted. Later on that day, though, my voice came back and I felt much better.

    Why did I panic? My singing is my best talent. It helps when i'm not feeling well mentally, and it's just a part of me that I could not function wholly without. It just makes life much more bearable. I'm not a professional by any means, but i'm definitely an above standard singer.

    I believe that if one has a talent, one should develop that talent and get better at it. If not, at least maintain it, and don't let it go to waste.

    What is your talent(s)? Can you live with/without it?

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    • Birthday: 9/22/1989
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